Today could be interesting - still coming down off a blood pressure med I tried for the last week. Feeling somewhat spacey and the jumpy kind of feelings I used to get when tapering off an anti depressant. I wonder if they affect the brain in similar ways. Hmmmm Slept 10 hours last night which should help. Still feeling down and not really present yet. "Patience my dear." Next time someone mentions trying a new med I will firmly and maybe even impolitely decline. I just lost 10 days of my life to exhaustion and depression again. Let's all hope and pray it was the med and not me slipping and sliding away all by myself. Sing Noel is being resurrected once again. See what happens to that and I hope it's not embarassing. Much as I love to sing and perform I don't like to feel like a fool. I guess I can see that I'm not very positive this morning - shit!